Finally I decide to write again. Since I have no idea what should I do.
Today I feel so bad toward myself. The office condition is so suck. I need people to talk, but since I trust no one here so I can't make it. I need you to talk but you choose a silly football match over me. Yes, no one available to talk. I am very upset, but I can't angry. I feel like it would be useless.
In the end I said that I want to sleep and you believe it easily. As usual, you always believe in me, right? Don't you ever feel that something wrong happen? Actually I am not sleep, I am tired. I failed hold my tears, so I cry a lot.
My office life is really something, it such a mess. FULL of BULLSHIT and BIG JOKE.
How come they hate me just because I speak honestly and brave. And they prefer people who lazy and not so smart but look like a nice one. Damn ! They decide career path based on personal like and dislike. Such a childish.
What kind of office is this? I hate them with all my heart.
I really can't wait the time until I can take back my ijazah and become success. I must prove that they are totally wrong. That they only wasting my time and my talent.
However, I believe that I can pursue my career well.
But now, what I really need just someone to listened to me.
And ... no one here.
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